Intoxicated, like dragging a heavy bag Standing in front of the entrance, pressing in the key code But somehow, I cannot recall the key code that I have memorized by heart Why did I drink so much to the point of being drunk?
Don’t know if you guys have ever done this before? Don’t want to watch TV, don’t want to play the piano, don’t want to read any books And don’t want to look at the people walking back and forth in that world beyond my window I want to hide
In the end, I can only lie on the sofa motionlessly Have no urge to move, only stare blankly at the cactus As I was staring at the cactus I suddenly realized I was talking to myself, “Am I feeling a little bit lonely?” The fate of a cactus is that if the heart of his core have been fiddled with, his life would be shortened The cactus seems to say to me, “you are lonely, just like me”
Lonely, frustrated, depressed There’s nowhere I can go to let out my feelings At that time, the only friend I could find, was alcohol
But this thing I would definitely despise it tomorrow However, I think I would nonetheless continue to pursue it
so stupid…pretty obvious that i don’t look at the number of my followers huh? tsk tsk tsk. anyways~thank u guys, didn’t expect that i’ll reach that number, didn’t even expect that i’ll have at least one when i made this acct :p
i think my lack of sleep for the last couple of months has finally caught up on me, tsk tsk tsk. i should’ve went to bed awhile ago but i’ve been away from tumblr for the whole day so i decided to check on it first before going to sleep LOL now, i really need to go to bed OTL goodnight~ ^_^