i wish this week will end sooner than it should *prays*
i fucking hate my schedule! grrrrr. so my schedule is changed to 8pm to 5am (not bad) but my day offs are split into two - one is Saturday, which was yesterday OTL, and the other will be on Tuesday. after than, i have to go to work from Wednesday night til Sunday morning before i can rest on Monday and Tuesday next week. tsk.
if only this job doesn’t pay so well, i won’t dare myself to deal with this. *sigh*
You meet someone. You two get close. It's all great for awhile. Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversations. The drifting. No communication whatsoever. Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW. That's how it usually goes, right? Sad isn't it.
"isn't it too much even for a star to endure? is having to walk on eggshells and hide for seven years every time i work, rest, and go home a normal way to live? please stop i've had enough. let me concentrate on my work and sleep you people."